I always say thing like “I’m going to start a project and actually finish it.” Or, “I’m going to actually write in my blog." I go along for a little while, and then I get distracted.
“I could do my project/ write in my blog, OR, I could watch TV/ got for a hike/ do something else.” I tell myself that it’s a project that’s just taking up too much time, that I have better things to do. I need to spend more time with Jillie. I have to spend a little more time cleaning/ reading/ making dinner.
It’s a vicious cycle.
So, I guess what I’m saying is this: bear with me while I attempt to reboot myself. I want to be the person that finishes things she starts. I want to be better about starting projects I know I can handle completing.
I swear I’m trying to turn things around for myself. I want to be the kind of person that will inspire my daughter to be the best person she can be. I want to be the kind of person that can say “this is my finished project”. I’m hoping that with just a little willpower I can change things.
I just need to keep reminding myself that this is what I want to do. I have goals and they need to be kept up with.
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